Thursday 24 July 2014

Freedom and Lies

Looking through some of Matthias' old footage, I'm noticing a lot of it looks fake. But why would he fake it? I questioned him a while ago, with Grey by my side. He just said that 'he was a fool, wanting a piece of the action'. I think that means that he was a faker. What bridged the gap?

He also claimed a while back that Vision was actually not an alternate personality, but a Proxy that had been manipulating him, and asked us to free him. A claim immediately crushed by a fact mention by a dear friend of Grey's. This friend claims that Vision is merely Matthias' alias, and all those other claims were merely attempts to lower our guard.

Choices is free, but he has been changed. He claims to no longer be in bondage to the Guardian, and 'That a mind such as his should not be given free reign'. I am glad of his freedom, but do not know what to expect.

I have been given a choice. Do I keep fighting, or do I offer to stay away from this and leave it forever? I do not know whether either is possible, but I do not know what to choose. My mind is breaking.

Monday 14 July 2014

Endless

Time is going on. Been ages since I posted last on this site. Nearly forgot about it to. Nothing has been happening, other than occasional chats with Grey Cross. The voice in my head is silent, and I don't know if I want something to happen or not. Grey says this silence is to break me, and if so, I think it's working. I'm on the edge, and I'm afraid of what will come next.

Of how this will end.