Dreams

Been a while since I've posted. Ah well. Basically nothing has progressed. The Tall One is silent. The Guardian is silent. The Host is silent. I've only had conversations with Choices and others.

I did have a dream though:

I saw a path, with seven people walking on it. I could not see them clearly. Two could not go on, another turned before he saw the end, and a fourth took a side route without the rest knowing. The first three made it to the end, and the met the guy who had taken the shortcut, and he attempted to kill them. The rest fought back, but one of them died, along with the bandit. The other two walked into the ruins of a temple. They parted, and each walked into light.

What does it mean?

Innocence

So it seems that all of this is Matthias' fault. I was expecting something like this. A friend showed me the fault lay with Matthias not the Tall One.

What now? I don't know what to do. It seems all of this was for a fault. Was Choices lying to me? Or is everything else a lie? I do not know.

Should I end it now, or later?

No, that was silly. I will not end it by death. I will keep on going, and I will find Matthias and end this.

Message

I got sent a video by a Proxy. I don't know what it means, and I attempted to make sense with the transcript:
You still think there is a way out of this.You are wrong. You made your choice many years ago. The time of the cleansing is near/here. You must be ready before the Master (unintelligible). One close to the other calls me a liar. They are right. But I am not a liar in this realm. I am a messenger making way in the shadows. If you do not listen, I will have to end this pitiful attempt. Shame on you for your decision, Choices. You never learn, any of you. Humans are weak.

I just thought I might mention it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uNt3Xr_XM_g

Whispers

Voices call in my head, telling me to stop this 'foolishness'. But I have been through too much to stop now.
Reading the above, I feel I sound too much like Matthias. That, sadly, is not something to be proud of. I wish he was here in his right mind.

Now the Tall One haunts me in my dreams more frequently. He never speak, he just watches all the while. That face is with him, laughing at my predicament.

Am I falling into Insanity? I hope not. I hope I can end this before any of us go too far.

Time goes on

Is there really a point to all of this? Life just keeps on going on no matter what I do. So much for the Tall One being the most of my worries. Apparently, I have dabbled in things only Matthias knew about. I can't be more specific because Choices is being painfully cryptic.

But in all of my dreams, I see the same face...no matter what I am doing in the dream. I can just see it, watching me in the distance. I don't know who or what it is. I do wish I understood more. Actually, I wish that none of this had happened.

If you know anything that could help me, please contact me. I am desperate to end this. Matthias' fanaticalness (I honestly don't know what the actual word is) has passed on to me now. But I will not be like him. I will not hurt those I know.

Meaningless

To all those who read this: Answered, a.k.a. Matthias, can no longer be trusted. He is either in the control of the Tall One, or he merely no longer holds onto sanity. He attacked me and, by consequence, undid the ritual that hurt me so much, in order to free my friend from this reality.

Therefore Dark Ways is back on track. All my efforts have failed. I hope I can end this before he too is taken beyond his control. Then again, in this realm nothing is in control.

I need help, before it is too late.

For it is from the Light that light shall dawn.

Deterioration

If this is your first time reading my posts, then you will probably be trying to find out more about me. Smith isn't even my real surname, or anything like that. Google just needed me to fill in the form, and I obliged.

My wound is still painful, even though the mark is gone. The mysterious who shot me yesterday still remains unknown, although a friend of mine says he know who he is. I was unable to question him further.

Matthias, the guy who started all of this, sent me another email yesterday, warning me not to try and stop what he had started. I will ignore him and keep moving forward.

Time goes on and I feel like my mind is deteriorating. I have no idea what to do now. My ex-best friend stalks me, my best friend remember none of this, and the only people I can trust seem to be fakers. There are only a few people left to whom I can talk about this.

For it is from the Light that light shall dawn.

Opening

Greetings. My name is Steven. A friend of mine dragged me into this whole affair with the Slender Man a month or so ago. Since then I have been living in a life of torment and pain. I have been abducted, shot, and have lost my best friend and sister, but I will not give up.

I am in contact with another so-called Proxy of the Host, a malevolent being I know little about. My only source of information is an ex-Proxy called Choices, who is being painfully cryptic.  My life is turned upside down I only have half an idea why this is happening.

I will try and explain more in future posts.